end of summer test.
i've made a promise.
its also a promise to myself.
i said give me some time.
and now, after the summer test,
i think im really prepared now.
only now then i think i am.

i'm at a loss of what to do.
dont know what i should do.
i know there are two options.
either to
face it out and open,
or to just,
let it be.

currently,
in a dilemma.
on one hand,
i think it should be trashed.
in a totally cooled manner.
but,
after this period of time,
after the storm is finally over,
i dont want to be like raking up everything
seems like creating trouble.
i can only say
i dont know.

i am really lost, upon this issue, at this moment.

我不奢望挽回这段友谊
但这一切不可抵赖，
是一短完美的回忆。
但我没有一丝的后悔。
遵守着我的原则。
这一切，就只能怪事情的巧合吧。
那么巧，是三人行。
那么巧，落单的是我。
那么巧，我的个性，
把这是视为友情的背叛。
妳说的话，
可能没发现，但已经点破了信任俩字。
妳的出发点，
可能像让我好过点。
但我也把它解读为，
是时候该离开了。
我这决定，也是从这时而肯定下来。
经天这样，谁也没料到。
但对我来说，这一切的一切，
只是时间上的问题。

只应，我感到背叛。